On How I Know

I surprised you on your birthday, but instead you wished to be with him. 

That's when I knew you didn't love me. 

My birthday came and went, and you didn't even remember. 

That's when I knew you didn't love me. 

You asked me to take you for granted, instead of seeing how much I cared. 

That's when I knew you didn't love me. 

I fought because I loved you. You fought to breakfree. 

That's when I knew you didn't love me. 

You were the answers to my questions, while you still had questions to answer. 

That's when I knew you didn't love me. 

I still miss you everyday. You've gone your own way. 

That's when I knew you didn't love me.

On Listening to Your Heart

I am happy to choose this even if I might fail

This is not to say that there is no fear or hurt

I hate uncertainty

But I have to trust

in the certainty of my heart

After all, that is what love is about

On Puzzle Pieces

Once we give our heart away

There are parts of it

We cannot take back

I gave you me

You gave me you

We both built a picture of us

When the end came

We tore it down

Scattering what once was

I want to rebuild the puzzle

But no matter how much I try

There are pieces I could no longer find

On Life Right Now

It's May. How time flies. It has been four months of learning, growing and loving. It's not always been easy but it has always been happy. Each day, there was a reason to be grateful. I can't wait to see what's up ahead. I have faith to face more challenges and rise above them. I'm excited of the unknown. I'm thankful for the blessings I have yet to receive.

Some days like today I feel like I'm living my life with meaning. I hope I always feel this way.

On Your Birthday

I don't know how much time we have left. Lately it feels like the days are borrowed, and I might just lose you at any given second. So today, as with every moment that we are together, I am grateful that you are by my side. I am glad that what we have now will be one of the best memories of my life. It has not been an easy road for us, the path ahead might be filled with more challenges, but when we are together, I feel as if I can take on anything the world throws at me. You make me feel like Superman, and all I want to be is the person that understands you most, the person who will always be there for you, and the person that will make you smile everyday. Finding you has been so hard, but loving you has been the easiest thing I have learned because you have loved me the best you can, loved me even if you feel a bit a broken and tired. Despite you feeling this way, your love has always made me whole, which is why sometimes I feel like I have failed you when I cannot bring you out of your past. But what is important is that we have today, and today I am holding your hand, feeling like the luckiest person in the world. My only hope is that our todays never end so I can keep having a chance to make each one of those todays a special one for you. This is our first birthday of yours together.  I hope it won't be the last.. And on this day I am so thankful because the Lord gave you to the world, and He has made my world wonderful because of you. 

On Cherished Moments

We don't take so much pictures together. Why should we when we cherish every single moment? On the instances we do, those memories find themselves by my bedside as a reminder that I am so lucky to have found you.

I hope I don't ever forget these times, the laughter, the silence, and the love. The details may go blurry with age, but you will always be bright, my North Star, and my heart, the compass that always guides me back to you.

On Meeting You

What if I picked another bend in the road? What if I missed meeting you by a split second? Yet, somehow we found each other in this multitude of possibilities. We unknowingly danced to a faint whisper of our heart's call... And now it is a song that echoes along, as we tread a new beginning, no longer alone, but together.